Wanna talk?

Blueberry

I think that it's very often, but it's not always, you know, true and that magical. There are many people which...you know, their appearance is so in accordance with who they really are. Nice guys looks nice - it's simple. If you look at someone and see, that he is a gentleman - you know, that he is a gentleman. We, I mean, our brains need only 13 milliseconds to assess attraction of noticed person. Brain's doing it automatically and instinctively, just like he assess human's sex, age or facial expression.

Okey. What do you think of fat people? I mean, not that scary, who heights 120kg and more, I mean that people with just a little bit more body.

Egoistka

I don't think they're worse, but [of course] everybody consider slim people for more attractive.
And today I discovered, that there are less esthetic things in appearance . For example: ugly smell or greasy hair.

So. What do you think about being mean and two-faced? Very Happy

Blueberry

I think that a few kilogrammes of the excess weight never mind terrible, of course on the condition, that they [people xD] are neat, clean and generally they're look well.

Don't change the subject so quickly

My sister is mean, I don't care when it's about her, but generally I hate it. I adore giving presents, and I love to do pleasures for people.
And I don't care about people who are two-faced as long as they aren't applying it against me.

Egoistka

Hm. I'll remember it

I'm two-faced,mean and honestly I don't care about that. Because it's nothing new for me. So I can say, I like or just don't mind those people.

And I'm not changing the subject... yet.

Blueberry

Honestly, I don't think that you are two-faced or mean, rather sometimes insolent. Duplicity, falseness, hypocrisy, insincerity, pretending, all there are synonyms. I don't think that you are such 'bad girl'. You're quite nice, and you don't hurt people very often, I'd rather say that almost never.

Sonea

Two-faced. Wrr. I (Eh, I wanna write Ich, from German) really hate it. It's ... stupid. I can't be nice for someone, and few minutes later, talk about him with somebody else.

Blueberry

I'll change the subject: what do you think about older people? Are they 'worse'? Are they, in your opinion, mean or even rude?

Sonea

I think, older people are... ok. I can talk with them, I can ask for something. It's great.

Blueberry

Hm, I think that this topic has died by a natural death, but what do you think about it, to revive him?
We haven't talked with each other for a while. How are you, girls?
I have an idea, let's talk about us. A little bit how we live, what are we worried about, what's bothering us, about our problems... We're teenagers, it's the stupidest moment of our lives, I'm talking especially about girls, because a huge dose of hormones make us really, REALLY crazy.

I think, that we're usually open, and sometimes we can find someone with whom we can share our feelings, but often it ends up worse - we supress it in ourselves, and finally BOOM! - anorexia, bulimia, suicide, self mutilation, escape from home.
I don't mean that WE - because WE are really, really small group - are like this, but you'll never know, who and when will do something like that.

To the point. Let's treat this topic as a place, where we can spill the beans.

I've already figured a lot of things, so I'll say 'something' briefly.

Recently I had my 16th birthday, I'm overwhelmed with my life, music is the only thing that holds me back from jumping straight under the bus, and I terribly want to, somehow, be RIGHT NOW in high school, because I feel terribly lost without any friends. Yes, I don't have anyone to whom I could rely on. It sucks. All suck.